Saturday, November 15, 2008

anticipation

A gift from friends. There it is. A plush rocket ship with aliens and astronauts inside. This is the kind of thing that makes me freak out with excitement about our kiddie coming to live with us. This little person is probably born already, living in Colombia somewhere. I wish he/she was with us now so we could play with this very rocket ship today. They could smell the sauce I just cooked. They could see the sunshine streaming through our front windows and sign and coo and make gurgly little baby noises. I could sit here and stare at them and wonder how anything could be so beautiful. Is it possible to love a child you've never met before? A child that may not even exist yet?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi Hilary and Joey - Lisa and I were checking in to see what's going on with you - we love this anticipation entry - yes, it is absolutely possible to love someone you haven't met yet....it means you are truly parents already...thanks for sharing your feelings about it all. We are looking forward to seeing you at Christmas....love, Meg

Joe said...

hey, just seeing this now. As it turns out, YOU WERE RIGHT! Our baby was already born when I wrote that. funny. All I have are pictures right now but i'm falling already.